[DL-M] Self loathing
by
Mint <mint@lovers.netkonect.co.uk>
Finally coming to rest in a well concealed cove a short distance from the
warren, he dropped her to the ground and began to remove her clothes. She
groaned softly, fighting instinct as she tried to push him away, his lips
searing her sensitive skin as he nipped and nibbled at her exposed breasts.
She clutched at his shoulders, fighting the urge to pull him closer to
her. This was wrong... this man caressing her, exciting her, exploring all
her intimate secrets wasn't David....
She was barely aware of the rest of her clothing being removed as she
struggled with the fire and excitement building within her. She only
vaguely felt D'nar's mouth as it left her hardened nipple and began a slow
sensuous exploration of her inner thighs, his tongue flickered deliciously
against the soft skin behind her knees before he retraced his path to her
breasts.
She made a final effort to stop him, thrusting him sharply away as she felt
Kirimith settle to the ground with Porthios close beside. Wings spread
wide, Kirimith invited Porthios to mount her.... and Minty finally lost
herself, the tiny spark of humanity she'd clung to until now, swept away in
the roar of fulfillment that Kiri voiced as she mated.
She pushed him back, fastening her lips to his as she allowed her hands
free rein. Kneading at the muscles in his chest and shoulders, she swiftly
straddled his hips, sinking onto the pulsating shaft of his manhood with a
moan of pleasure. She felt him tense as her velvet softness surrounded
him, and she held herself still, not wanting him to climax too quickly.
Slowly she rocked against him, moving her hips in tiny circles, building to
a sweet rhythm.
She stopped, laughing quietly when he tried to increase the tempo, raking
him lightly with her nails, letting him know who was in control here.
Groaning as she teased him, he tried to thrust upwards but she raised
herself slightly, thwarting him, until cursing her he rolled suddenly,
flipping her onto her back, thrusting into her with explosive force as a
fierce climax washed over him. Clinging to him she cried out as wave after
wave of pleasure rolled through her.....
Once, twice, three times they came together driven by the passion between
their dragons. At last, trembling, sweat sheening their still heated flesh
they lay locked into exhausted fulfillment.
Gradually Minty's senses cleared. Filled with horror at the passion that
she'd welcomed such a short time before, she turned her back to him,
hugging herself fiercely as she wept. She felt him twitching as he sank
towards sleep and tried to muffle her sobs with her fist, but he heard her
and raised himself up.
"Minty?" he questioned quietly. He tried to pull her to him, to comfort
her, but she shuddered and cried harder at his concerned tone. "Oh gods,
Minty... I .... I'm sorry."
Filled with self-loathing she leapt away from his touch as if burnt.
Scrambling upright she snatched up her shirt, pulling it around her to hide
her shameful nakedness, she ran. She heard him call out behind her as she
raced deeper into the woods, but she ignored him unable to face him. She
pushed through the tangled undergrowth, shielding her face from the lashing
branches as she ran....
Brambles tore at her legs and feet, and she stumbled, turning her foot on
an unseen stone. She rolled as she fell, the pain causing her to cry out.
She could hear him, crashing through the woods as he tried to catch up with
her. She lurched upright once more, and he was there in front of her.
"Please Minty. Let's talk about this." he pleaded "These things happen
when dragons mate. It's no-ones fault....."
Her eyes flickered back and forth as she tried to find a way past him. She
didn't want to discuss anything with him... all she wanted to do was
escape! To find somewhere she could be alone with her self disgust.
"Go away D'nar. Just leave me alone." her voice was tinged with hysteria
"I don't want to talk... I just want to forget it happened." She clenched
her teeth as nausea threatened to overwhelm her, tears flooding her eyes
once more. "Just leave me alone... please."
She darted to the right, but he caught her easily and held her as she
struggled against him. "It's a natural thing Minty. When dragons are
involved there's no shame for either one of us."
"But I betrayed David." she sobbed quietly against D'nar's chest
"No you didn't." he told her forcefully "You weren't in control.
Kirimith's emotions were what you felt... you were just along for the ride.
There's nothing to be ashamed or guilty about. I understand how you
feel....."
"You don't understand." she said bitterly, turning tear drenched purple
eyes to stare at him. "You can't....."
She lashed out at his face with her nails. With a cry of pain he released
her, and she took off running again. She heard him stumbling around
behind her but this time she was more careful of where she placed her and
she easily evaded him.
The moon was high over head when she finally dropped to the ground, chest
heaving, exhausted beyond endurance. Curled into a tight ball of misery
she fell into a fitful sleep.....
Submitted by
Araminta, Kirimith's rider
NRPG
Justin.....I think it might be a good idea if David were to go looking for
her.
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