[DL-M] Silent as the Grave
by
Katherine Heath <domani@hotmail.com>
~*~The morning after Koda saves Ailill, early~*~
The nurse wheeled a small cart into the room and donning a pair of
gloves began the process of removing the tube that had supported the
girl's airway throughout the night. C'tain had decided that that
swelling had gone down enough that it would be safe to let her breath on
her own. The nurse removed the tube swiftly but gently. As she placed
it on the tray she frowned at the pale pink smears on the tube,
accompanied by bits of tissue. She wasn't too alarmed though, she had
experience with burn victims and had seen this before. It was the
tissue that was killed by the heat sloughing off. She made a note of it
on the dragonriders chart and left the room as quietly as she had
entered it.
~*~Later that morning...~*~
Ailill blinked open her eyes to find Healer Lakoda standing at the foot
of her bed thumbing through a chart. The room was different than the
one she had gone to sleep in yesterday.
"How are you feeling?" Healer Lakoda put down the chart and moved around
to the head of the bed. Ailill opened her mouth to tell the healer that
she felt like someone had been shoving steel rods down her throat but
the healer stopped her before she could speak. "Don't answer that, as a
matter of fact I don't want you to speak at all. Your throat has been
through hell and I want you to give it some time to recover. If you
have any questions ask me through Storm."
<Storm, ask Healer Lakoda how long she thinks I'm going to have to stay
here?> There was a short pause as Storm spoke to Ribbon, and then the
purple dragon spoke to her rider.
"A week." Ailill's jaw dropped, she was about to voice a complaint, but
Lakoda's raised brows stopped her. The healer continued, "This is a
dangerous time, the skin that was killed by the heat has to slough off
before new tissue can form. While this is happening it is easy for the
dead tissue to block your airway. Do you want to relive what you went
through last night?" Ailill frowned and grudgingly shook her head.
"Good, because neither does anyone else." The small healer glanced at
the clock that was mounted on the wall of the room. Her frown deepened
into a scowl. "I've got to go now, I still want to see Kendal before...
" She never finished the sentence, but instead changed the subject.
"There will be nurses checking up on you periodically, and I'll try to
come back later this afternoon. Oh I almost forgot," she said as she
opened the door. "I don't want you to be tempted to talk so your going
to have to wait a few days before you can have any visitors."
Ailill stuck her tongue out at the retreating healer, but Lakoda already
had her back turned and never noticed. She laid there, staring into
space, and sulking.
<<Lakoda's in a bad mood `cause she has to practice with the wing
today.>>
<What? I didn't think that healers had to know combat fighting.>
<<Mayhem's rider wants to teach her how to work as a team.>>
A large grin spread across Ailill's face, <No wonder she was upset.>
The smile quickly faded, <At the rate we're going I'll be as gray as you
are before I get to fly with the others.>
Ailill grew increasingly bored as the morning wore on. The only
interesting event was when the nurse came in with her *breakfast*. When
she had finally summed up the courage to drink the noxious looking
liquid she had been surprised by how pleasant it was.
<I can't take this any more, Storm. I hate just lying here. You would
think that they could come up with some interesting distractions.>
The dragon shrugged, amused by her riders dilemma. <<Take a nap? Your
always complaining that you don't get enough sleep.>>
<I'm not tired.> Ailill whined. She sat up and swung her legs over the
side of the bed. <I'll just go for a little walk. Lakoda never said
that I couldn't leave my room, she just said I couldn't have anyone
visit me.>
<<But...>> Storm's mental voice was filled with concern.
<I promise not to talk to anyone.> Personally Ailill wasn't sure that
not talking was a bad thing. Her throat ached from simply breathing,
she didn't particularly want to talk to anyone.
She slipped on a pair of slippers and slid out her door. It was kind of
exciting, sneaking around the med center, hoping she wasn't caught. She
padded through the halls, avoiding the areas of high activity. Until
finally she found herself at a dead end. There were three doors
connected to the hall. She tried the first one, locked. She moved to
the second one. The handle turned easily in her hand and with the
thrill that comes with doing something you know your not supposed to she
quickly opened the door. It was a linen closet. She rolled her eyes
and moved on to the last door.
This door was also unlocked, but it wasn't a linen closet. Inside
Ailill saw the still form of the Z'lec lying on a bed in the center of
the room. Storm had told her what had happened to Raynod. Ailill could
not begin to imagine the horror of losing Storm. She didn't want to.
Curiosity drove her forward. She stood at the foot of the man's bed,
watching the rythmatic rise and fall of his chest. The only sign that he
was even alive. How odd he looked, how still. She remembered helping
him move his things to Waylene's apartment. How happy he had looked
that day. She also remembered him scolding her for running off with
Kendal.
She felt drawn towards him. Z'lec hadn't even known her, yet he had
felt the need to protect her. She really didn't need to be protected
from Kendal, but that was beside the point. She sat gingerly in the
chair that was set up beside his bed. As she sat there she remembered
another time she had sat in this position. Only then she had been
waiting for someone to die. She choked back a sob. It was too much, it
was too similar. The memories of sitting beside her brothers bed, of
feeling him die of his wounds came flooding back to her. There had been
nothing she could do to help her brother, but maybe she could help
Z'lec. An overwhelming need to help this man filled her. She had to
reach him. She had to do for him what she had been unable to do for
Salis
Storm was there, in her mind, soothing and comforting her. <<What can
you do Ailill.>> She said softly. <<What can you do but make yourself
unhappy. The healers are doing everything they can for him. Let them
take care of him. They don't even know if he can hear or feel
anything.>>
<He can,> She wispered the words into the still air. <He can hear, and
he can feel. At least, my brother could... He could hear the wispered
words of the healers telling us that there was no hope. He could feel
the searing pain of the wraith burns, and the cool touch of my mothers
tears. He begged me to help him, he begged them not to give up. His
face, his body never twiched but his mind raged.> Tears streamed down
her face. <I told them, I told them that he was still alive, that he
still wanted to live, but they didn't believe me. They thought I was
hysterical. They made me leave the room, but I could still hear him, I
could still feel him fading. Z'lec is in there, just like Salis was.
He just needs someone to find him.>
<<Are you sure?>> Storm questioned gently, <<Your brother wanted to
live. Are you surethis man wants to be found? What does he have to
come back to? When I told you what had happened to Raynod, you said
that you wouldn't know how to live if I were gone. Is it fair to bring
him back?>>
Ailill sniffed, and wiped the tears from her eyes. <I don't know? He
has Waylene? All I know is that it's not right to give up on him.>
<<No one is giving up on him, my rider. The healers are trying to bring
him back. Aura's rider spends every spare moment by his side. I just
don't think you should get involved. You might end up getting hurt.>>
<I want to help, Storm. I don't know why, but I do. Besides what else
do I have to do. Lakoda says I have to stay here for a week. And she
probably won't let me go back to full flight status right after that.
I'll be on light work for at least two weeks, maybe more. Waylene can't
spend every moment with him. She has other things to do. She has a
responsibility to the warren. Maybe she would let me sit with him when
she isn't able to be here. I could keep talking to him, I could let him
know he's isn't alone. That there are people who want him to come
back.>
<<How are you supposed to talk to him? Lakoda said you had to give your
throat a break?>>
<I _am_ telepathic, I can speak to him with my mind.> She countered
Storm's argument before the dragon voiced it. <I know that Z'lec isn't
telepathic, and that he shouldn't be able to hear me. I realized that
it would be similar to speaking to a deaf person.> She shook her head.
<Even a deaf person can feel the vibrations we make when we speak. Who
knows, maybe in this isolated state Z'lec will be more open to mental
*vibrations*? Anyway, it can't hurt, and if I'm here with him I can
have you contact Aura instantly if he starts to wake up.>
The dragon sighed mentally. <<Don't try and convince me, try and
convince Aura's rider. You know I can't stop you.>>
<Where is she?>
<<She should be there soon. Aura says she's on her way to see Z'lec
now.>>
Half a heartbeat later the door opened, Waylene stopped in the door way.
She hadn't expected to find Ailill standing by her fallen mate's bed.
Ailill could see the obvious signs of stress, and anxiety lining the
weary Warrenladies face. She moved closer the the warren lady, and
spoke in a harsh wisper. She would have to beg for Lakoda's forgiveness
later, right now she needed her voice.
"Lady Waylene, I know this is going to sound odd, but I would like to
ask you a favor..."
NRPG: I know that this is an odd turn of events, but I wasn't sure what
else Ailill could do for the next week. Besides get into trouble. :)
Jill: I know that you have trouble reading my posts, but I can't figure
out how to get Hotmail to shorten the line length of the posts it sends
out! Sorry, I'll work on it some more!
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Katherine Heath \(*/ Ailill And Storm,
*) Marrid Warren
Domani@hotmail.com /\
{**} J'res and Tleilaxu,
The Voice of... ^^ Xylian Warren
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