[DL-M] fear or desire?
by
James Carden <jamescarden@hotmail.com>

From: "James Carden" <jamescarden@hotmail.com>

<Late evening day 4 - Tina's place>
Tina had been unusually quiet throughout the evening, her usual joy in
being alive muted by her recent ordeal.  They'd left the dining hall
early and brought a bottle of wine to share as they sat quietlytogether. 
"A copper for your thoughts."  Breeze said as he put his glass on the
small table beside the couch, and moved closer to Tina.  
He placed a gentle arm around the woman's shoulder and urged her
towards him, lifting her chin with his free hand and lowering his head
to place a delicate kiss on her trembling mouth.  For just a moment she
allowed herself to relax against him and savour the soft movement of
his mouth on hers.  
Encouraged, he probed gently at her lips with his tongue seeking
entrance to the hot sweet, depths of her mouth.
Shuddering, she pulled away from him and buried her face in her hands.
"Tina?"  he questioned, puzzled by her withdrawal.

"I'm sorry Breeze, I'm so sorry I can't, the memory, it's still to 
fresh, I need time to get over it." sobbed Tina, crying into her hands.
"I know, I know." comforted Breeze hugging Tina, kissing her gently on 
the forehead.

<It's ok Tina, he's nice, not like those other humans. Remember what it 
felt like to be close to him, to be caught up in his embrace. His hot 
lips on yours, the shiver of excitement as his hands wandered over your 
body.> said Shella, calling upon all the emotions and feelings that she 
had shared when Tina had made love to Breeze. <It wasn't like with those 
others you shared your bed with, there was more to it than simple 
mating, he cares for you and you care for him. I've never known you so 
hooked on anyone before, let him kiss you, let your desire for him over 
come your fear of what happened.>

Tina was trembling with a mixture of fear, desire and love. Shella's 
bombardment of Tinas feelings for Breeze bringing back memories of when 
she first saw Breeze and his youthful good looks and winning smile, of 
when he first kissed her and the exstasy in their love making. She saw 
them with such clarity that her fear and hurt was momentarily shattered.

Tina looked up into Breeze's clear eyes and could only see care and 
compassion for her. Tina's hot lips met his kissing him probing gently 
with her tongue.

His hands gently wandering over her body as hers made their way under 
his shirt to his warm firm body. Tina forcefully pushed Breeze onto the 
bed her lip nibbling his ear, his neck, his chest as Tina made her way 
down his fit body.

Tina lay with her damp head on his hot swety body as he held her 
closely. The fear and the hurt from the carnival still there, but 
tolerable.

<Thanks.> said Tina.
<All you needed was a little encouragement. He's nice, stay with him and 
he'll help you overcome your fear my love.>


NRPG Sorry I haven't written for a while, and that the post is a bit 
lame but it was all I could manage at the moment, I seem to be suffering 
from this writers block stuff!

James
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