[[WARNING!!!!!! This post is NOT for those of you who get offended by VERY
steamy stuff... Poor Raine isn't done with her suffering and abuse so if you
don't like this kind of stuff skip down near the end....as for the rest of
you... I'm not to blame if your computer has a melt down.....you were
warned...]]]]]] REPEAT WARNING !!!!
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*Self Hate*

She could almost pray for death. 

For the darkness that would take her away from the abuse being inflicted
upon her body and soul, leaving her only a shell of the lovely warm girl she
used to be. 

Her mind prayed for the numbness to make her forget what was happening. To
enable her to escape to a better place where the horror's and helplessness
to control her bodies traitorous reaction to the slightest sexual abuse that
was being inflicted upon it by the men Kel and Pheran were parading before her.

She felt sick with each new invasion of her body, but was powerless to
refuse once new hands touched her in certain places... places that even now
felt lost when left alone for to long. 

They had done this to her. Kel and Pheran. Allowed her to be used and abused
to heighten their own enjoyments and pleasures. They didn't even have to use
force on her unwilling body any longer... Damn them... for she was willing.. 

More then willing to spread her legs for them anytime they deemed her worthy
of their power over her... Making her feel all that much more hate.. towards
them and herself each time she heard herself begging them to take her and
end the torment her body felt when they denied her release.

How she wanted to just let her mind drift. To pretend it was all happening
to someone else, but each time she felt herself slipping away, one of them
was right there to bring her back. To make sure she knew exactly what was
happening to her... and who was responsible for it happening.

Even death now would be preferable over what they had forced her to become
with their sick, cruel, insane perversions. 

A man's hardness brutally rammed itself deep inside of her, and she hated
herself when she couldn't stop the moan of pleasure it caused her to feel. 

Something warm and hard was slapping against the sides of her face and she
opened her lips without a second thought and began to hungrily suck on the
hard shaft like a baby attacking it's mother teat.. Even though it's very
size threaten to choke her. 

Both men came quickly, but not before making sure she herself had reached
her own climax. It was one of the rules. They could use her as much or
however they wanted too, but they had to make her climax before they did, or
leave a little extra in the cup on the table beside the bed in which she was
tied. Extra for their sins of not playing the game *right*. 

For it had become a game Kel and especially Pheran found fun and exciting to
see who could make the girl scream the loudest when she came.

"You'd better do a whole lot better then this if you want a break my sweet
little whore," Pheran laughed jiggling the tin cup in one hand as he sat
down on the bed beside her. His other hand moved to slip between the legs
she was unable to close against his invasion. 

Hate poured from her eyes as she looked up at him, but she refused to give
in and tell him of her hate for him. For she hated herself even more for not
being able to stop her body from wanting his touches when ever he chose to
reward her with them. 

Did that make her as sick as he was himself? Wanting her own brother to do
such nasty things to her... 

"You hate me for this don't you?" he asked as he watched the play of
emotions cross over her face as his hand fed her passions. 

"You hate that I can make you feel things you wish you could deny but can't
do a damn thing about because you are nothing but a dragonriders whore," he
sneered evilly down at the eyes filled with hate. 

"But you hate yourself even more because you can't stop yourself from
wanting me and every other man who slips between your lovely legs to takes
you and use you. Am I right little sister? Hate me because you can't stop
the excitement my hands on your body make you feel... You can't stop the
feeling of excitement when I caress you this way... Or slip my fingers
inside of you like this...."

Raine drew in a deep breath. Biting the inside of her lips as she tried not
to cry out even as his knowing fingers did exactly what he said they would.

But it did no good as he anticipated her trick and thawed her. He knew her
to well by now and worked her to a screaming pitch she couldn't fight
against, then stopped before she found the release she craved. 

"Noooo Pheran... PLEASE let me!!!!!" she cried out unable to stop the words
from spilling from her mouth. 

"Let you what my sweet," he taunted as he moved to put the tin cup back on
the table, freeing his hand to unbutton the front of his shirt. As he moved
to shove it off his shoulders his hand left her just long enough to remove
his arm from the sleeve then was back working her. 

Her eyes greedily followed his hand as he moved it downward to the fly of
his pants then her breath caught as he started opening the closure to expose
the hard raging bolt of flesh she was now craving between her legs.

"This what you want?" he asked, his hand moving to caress it to an even
greater harness.

"Yes yes yes!!!!" she screamed out, panting hard at the thought of him
slipping between her legs and feeding the fire he had started.

"Then you have to ask me *real* nice..." he taunted withholding her pleasure
in the sick game he was playing with her. "How good are you at begging for
what you want little whore?"

She was beyond thinking of anything now except how badly she wanted him
inside her. Trusting hard as only he could. Filling her ...

"Oh please Oh please Oh please... Do me Pheran... Put it inside me and do me
HARD!!!! OhGeesFuckmefuckmefuckme Oh GodsIwantit PLEASE!!!!!"

"All you had to do was ask Raine," he laughed and then shoved his hips
forward with one quick trust and he was inside her.. Doing to her just what
she had asked him to.

.......

It was later after she'd been mounted so many times she'd lost count. The
last two just having left...For count she had .. at first. Her hatred for
her brother and Kel growing that much deeper with each man they allowed to
take her... When a voice sounding vaguely familiar floated through her head. 

She somehow found the strength to turn and look over to where Pheran and the
others... were siting and saw the kid. A kid she knew. Jason. 

"I believe it's your turn."  Drezak laughed mirthlessly.

She could see the boy was nervous, but also couldn't help but see the
excitement in his eyes that had been in every other man who had taken her
before him.... 

She sobbed... he was only a kid... It made her feel so much more ...dirty...
He shouldn't be here.. Shouldn't even be thinking thoughts like he was...
Damn Pheran.. Damn Kel and Damn Drezak... That he was N'lin and her life
line from this nightmare had long since been forgotten as he had enjoyed her
time after time during the time she'd been here. 

She saw the kid.. Jason looked from the waiting men to her and back.  The
lust was there in his eyes plainly visible for her to see. Lust and the same
insane look Pheran and Kel had when they looked at her.. No not *at* her..
At her body and what they could take from it. 

"You want me to... with *her*... here?  now?"  Jason sputtered.

The three men laughed.  Pheran asked, "Would you prefer not to have an
audience?  That could be arranged.  But be careful, she still has claws!"

Pheran pulled them towards the exit. He hissed to Jason as he left, "She
shouldn't give you any problems... but if she does, just call. We know how
to deal with her."

The eyes that met her now sent a message to her that if she disobey or tried
anything, she would be dealt with. By him and she knew how he would deal
with her. She hated herself for wanting it. 

Raine turned away from the promise in those evil eyes and whimpered as she
fought against her body's craving for what she knew was wrong.

When the three had left, Jason grinned. 

"No please...." she murmured but it was to late, and him beyond caring for
anything but seeking to end the lust that had grew inside.

He swiftly dropped his pants and mounted the girl. Proving to her that in
some ways he was far from being a kid. His manhood filled her nearly making
her cry out from the pain of it. He was so big. To big for a kid his size
that he hurt her each and every time he trust into her body. All she could
do was endure it until he'd finished. 

Thankfully his youth hadn't yet taught him the cruelty that age had taught
her brother so she didn't have to suffer his attentions to long. He came
quickly and withdrew from her, never once looking at her, then left to
rejoin the others. 

It was still later and many men later that Kel and Pheran finally came for
her. Carefully they untied her from her bed prison and took her upstairs
where she was ordered to clean herself up and look as respectable as a
dragonriders whore could. 

She hurried through the bath, making sure to scrub as hard as she could to
try and erase the feeling of each man's touch. But even six soakings could
not erase how dirty she felt. 

The clothes she found laid out on the bed when she came back into the
bedroom did little to help her mood. The red dress looked as if it night
have been made for a high priced call girl.. but then wasn't that what she
was now? 

A whore that they had made her into. 

Stockings and a garter belt were the only other things there for her to
wear.. No underthings so she knew what she was in for later that night. 

With trembling hands she dressed and took care with her make up. She refused
to let them see how worthless they had finally succeeded in making her feel.
If they wanted a whore for the night then she would give them a show they
would never forget.... 

Words that would later come back to haunt her....

They came for her a bit later. Kel leading her down the stairs and out to
the coach waiting to take them to some meeting they were all excited about. 

Others were already waiting. One man.. as old as the kid... ws giving her
the eye as soon as the coach pulled away from the curb. It took him sometime
as the others laughed and joked about the money she had made that day before
he seemed to get his nerves up to ask.

"So.. Jason.. how was she?"

"Care to find out?" Kel asked, his hands cruel on her flesh as he pushed her
to her knees on the floor of the coach before the kid. 

"Show him Raine sweet," he told her. "Show him what that talented mouth of
yours can do to him."

Others laughed as they watched now. Clyde was quick to accept and opened his
pants to expose his hardening member. Quickly he reached out and grabbed
Raine's neck forcing her to move towards him and... pleasure....

The rest of the trip was a nightmare as Kel's hands played with her, keeping
her in a high state of arousal, but refused to let her get off. He kept
telling her all about the nasty things that they had planned for her once
they got where they were going. They wanted her ready... And willing to
perform that night and weren't giving her a chance to pull herself together
and build defenses to fight them. 

Then they finally arrived and Kel took hold of her, leading her sore body
inside and then into a small room where the only other thing was a bed in
the middle of the floor. He pushed her towards it the walked back to the
door fixing to leave,  but not before telling her of the fun they had
waiting for her. 

"We've got a big surprise for you sweet whore," he sneered as if looking
forward to the hate she would throw their way when she found out who was
waiting for her. "Someone who is really looking forward to testing out your
charms and if you please him... then he may decide to take you home with him
for a while and keep you until you no longer amuse him."

He left her then and she heard the sound of the bolt being driven home and
knew he had locked her in the room.

Raine's legs finally gave way and she all but fell onto the bed. She felt to
numb now to cry. To numb for anything. She hurt. She knew there was no way
out for her now and stared at the wall before her, making her mind go blank
and trying to reach one of those dark places that would take her away from
what was happening. 

She didn't think she could handle much more of this.

"Is she ready?" Pheran asked when Kel made his way back to them. 

Kel grinned charmingly back at his friend. 

"If not I'm sure it won't be that much trouble for him to make her
so...She's very responsive now given the right encouragement."

"What are you talking about?" Drezak asked sipping from the wine glass in
his hand. 

"We've a surprise in store for our lovely whore," Pheran told him, still
grinning at the joke. "Something I'm sure she'll enjoy immensely."

"Then shall we begin," Kel asked turning back to his friend. "He's been
waiting long enough don't you think?"

"Oh definitely. Let's not keep him waiting any longer for his fun," Pheran
agreed then turned to Drezak. "You should come with us. I'm sure you'll
enjoy this."

.....

Raine didn't even look up as the door opened. Didn't even care who it was
coming for her until she heard Pheran's voice ordering her to look around
and see who had come to see her. 

She couldn't help but to obey him, knowing what he would do to her if she
defied him and praying for that not to happen again. 

At first she felt a sense of relief when her eyes met those of the new man
in the room with them. But that relief was taken away with his first words. 

"I don't like that dress," the man said, then ordered. "Remove it."

"No..." she dared to say, and then tried to back away as first Pheran then
Kel came towards her. 

"Not a very good way to start sister dear," Pheran scolded her as he grabbed
her by one arm, while Kel took the other and began to rip the dress from her
body until she was naked before the man who had come to see her. "You'd
better be nicer to him then that or he may decide to leave you here for the
others to enjoy."

"No... no ... no...." She kept repeating as they forced her over to the bed
and threw her upon it. 

She tried slipping off of it but found her way blocked by Drezak and then
felt someone grabbing at her hair to pull her back, where it took all three
men to tie her naked body down. 

"Why don't we give them time alone not to get reacquainted," Kel told the
others after receiving the silent message from the new man. 

He'd much rather stay and watch the fun he was sure the man would soon
behaving between the whores spread legs, but knew he had better obey this
one time. There would be other times.

"Yes.. I'm sure these to don't need us here right now while they spend some
quality time together," Pheran agreed and motioned Drezak towards the door.
"We'll leave and give Father and daughter time to get to know eachother in a
more... intimate way."

All three men were laughing as they stopped to listen to the girls screams
as the door closed behind them. 

"I do hope father leaves her in good enough state for a visit later
tonight," Pheran turned to them and said. "I always get horny after these
meetings you know and a talented whore like her would be just the thing I need."

"Deliciously so," Kel agreed and began to lead them back into the main room
to introduce Drezak to the others who had arrived, little knowing that they
would never again have the pleasure of the girls charms after the night ended. 

An hour later with the pleasantries gotten out of the way, the meeting got
underway. Plans for the next attack of the hated Warren were being shouted
out and talked about, then all hell seemed to happen at the same time. 

A loud noise filled the air stopping all talk as they stared at eachother
trying to figure out what it might have been. 

"Did you hear that?" 

"That was a dragon!" 

"Was it a wilder?" 

"Do you think it knows we're here?"  

"What do you think that means?"

The yelling subsided into a disquieted murmur as Keltian raised his hand,
attempting to get everyone's attention...


"Friends please!!! Calm yourselves down!!" he shouted and others began to
turn his way. Pheran stepped in beside him. 

"Of course no one knows we're here? How could they?" Pheran yelled. "It was
probably just the wind in the trees making that sound. We've nothing to
worry about."

"But what if it wasn't?"

"Yes what if it wasn't?" a second man called out. "What if they know we're
here and are gathering outside even now?"

Pheran looked around and his eyes landed on Drezak. He didn't notice how
white the younger mans face had become, but motioned for him to come forward. 

"I need you to help settle their fears," Pheran told him. 

"How can I help?"

"Go outside and have a quick look around... see if anyone is out there and
if you do see someone yell and let us know."

"Sure thing," Drezak/N'lin quickly agreed and made his way to the door and
out into the night.

[[Tag Kiddo... hehe What does he find??]]

"We'll know one way or another soon," Kel told the crowd, walking over to a
pile of boxes that had been pushed against the far wall and opening one
before reaching inside. "But just in case... Let's be ready for them whoever
they are."

Others who were not already armed stepped up after him and pulled swards and
knifes from the stock pile of arms they had acquired over the years. 

If anyone was out there, they have a fight on their hands no one was soon to
forget.

...

In the small room with the bed, the man was now crying out as his pleasures
hit an all time high. He ignored for the most part the sobs and cries of the
woman beneath him. Refusing to call her daughter for she had stopped being
that a long time ago when she had taken her first dragonriding bastard. 

Instead her sobs only made him feel more powerful. More alive then he'd felt
in a long time as he thrust cruelly into her flesh over and over. Each
thrust payback for what the dragonrider scum had taken from him over the years. 

When his mind finally registered that the sounds he'd been hearing outside
of the room had quieted down, he became concerned. 

Quickly he pulled out of the girls body and made his way to the door.
Opening it slowly he first listen then looked to see what was happening and
that's when he heard the shouting of dragons in the air.

Quickly he shout the door and moved back inside to begin picking up his
discarded clothing. As he dressed he looked at the girl and wished they had
had more time together... Quality father daughter time, he laughed then
reminded himself that the whore on the bed was no longer flesh of his flesh. 

"You showed promise. But I'm afraid I'll have to sample your charms more
fully another day. And there will be another day for us slut! I promise you
that." he taunted coming to sit beside her now that he was dressed. He
leaned down and his mouth closed over hers forcing her lips open for his
tongues invasion. His hand reached for and filled itself with her breast
squeezing the soft flesh hard enough to leave his mark.

Then he left her. She didn't see him move not towards the door, but the back
wall and reach up and touch a lever hidden in the paneling. A space opened
and the man stepped inside closing the hidden door quickly behind him as he
made his escape. 

He'd known it was there and that was the reason he had chosen this room to
have them bring the whore too. For he was a man who never left things to
chance and always figured on a second way out. The others could fend for
themselves.